I know I owe a back entry. I would have written last night but the hotel I was in did not have functional internet.

The countdown of the rest of my summer continues and I'm starting to rack up thoughts about myself and my past and future, and what they mean for the present me. I spoke with an old friend on the phone tonight who I don't talk to very often but still knows me better than many, and in a different way than probably anyone else who's known me even until now.

Sometimes I don't think things are as simple as people wish they could be and I'm not sure how to convey that without being esoteric.

If there was ever a time this year that I thought I might need to go back to therapy, I think now is it, not for any other reason but a completely unbiased perspective.