been running into a lot of thought lately - some good, and inspirational and exciting and rejuvenating, and some, well, not so good. i find myself constantly re-prioritizing but in ways that are better for me and help me move forward in what is turning out to be a somewhat tumultuous decade in my life.

i've been contemplating shutting down bc.org - i don't think i'm ready for that though. i do want a change, something a little simpler and a little more representative of the subtleties of life and art.

i'm home in jersey this weekend and took a long drive tonight - the air is damp and warm, thick with the familiar scent of moisture and nature. it reminds me of summers past - when time stood still and i was always in love with someone, something - surrounded by passion and friends, and carefree inanities. when i got in my car and the road never ended and i thought my heart would burst with contentment.

take me back there, when everything was simpler.