27February | i figured out what my problem is

 

Sorry for the downer post last night. I realized that I was coming off of a weekend of being doubly medicated for allergies and going without my nightly dose of feminine hormones (I forgot to pack them... oops), which probably just made me crazy.

Anyway so my problem is that I've just been too rushed. With everything. Work has been stressful and I've been impatient with my runs, wanting to finish them more quickly when really I should be concentrating on the actual run and keeping my pace and feeling comfortable.

And I haven't been thinking about art. Lately I've been listening to music and being struck by the beauty of certain lyrics and thinking, oh it's been too long since I wrote poetry.

Interesting how much the lack of creative energy can affect me.

Upward from here.

 

 

 

 

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