I'm feeling really refreshed lately. I don't know exactly what it is... I've been sleeping better, waking up early, getting a good start on the mornings. I've also been going to the Guitar Center recently to play around with a song I've been working on for a couple months, and finally worked out a few more chords.

I also brought back my brother's guitar from home, need to get it restrung this weekend so I can start doing that too.

I guess I've finally realized how freeing it is to be rid of a lot of the negativity that surrounded me all summer. I spent a lot of time being angry, feeling a bit desperate, and most of all not in control of my own actions and emotions. I'm a person of worth and I deserve to be treated that way - and I had spent too long letting too many people drag me around.

Also I think I really need to be my own person... and lately I've had the opportunity to kind of change my oil and flush out my system. I'm putting forth a much better package now, and enjoying every bit of the response.