I've been full of kinda crazy thoughts lately - pretty sweeping and emotional, reminding me somewhat of last summer when I started exploring religion and saw the possibility of its real presence in my life... and also bringing me back to senior year in college, when I was blending academia with nuances of love that I had never even thought to dredge up before - crafting a fictional account of possibly my most crippling fear (death of a loved one) - and I'm starting to feel like I need... a new outlet? Some clarity? Guidance? I don't know.

Lisa posted a really interesting entry recently. It's sort of abstract to me, but I sort of get an idea of what she's quoting here.

A lot's going through my mind and actually distracting me from work the past couple of days. I'm looking forward to some downtime this weekend (no more traveling!) so I can put some of this into some form of writing. Ah. Another project would be nice.