So as much as I love still being in contact with a select few people from my previous job, the fact that camp starts in less than a week and everyone's in a flurry to get ready for it, and prepare for their various roles, is driving me crazy. Like, I want to be a friend and listen to them and share in their excitement, but rumbling inside is a little (but loud) angry voice that screams, I'm jealous of you! I had been looking forward to camp since the day I started working there and they took that away from me! I'm mad and embittered and I really don't want to hear about Oasis camp ever again!

Honestly. It's a sore spot for me, and I want to communicate that with them, but I also don't want to be melodramatic. And I really hate the idea of camp - that camp, anyway. I do miss CTY though... the kids arrive tomorrow (well, today!) if my calculations are correct. Miss that place incredibly...