10May | i apologize in advance for what will be a bi-polar month

 

So today was a bit better. I was awoken at 9:30 by a phone call from one of the organizations I applied to, and they wanted to schedule an interview with me, yay! So tomorrow afternoon I will make myself look very professional and presentable and launch into Interview Season 2006.

Then I promptly fell back into bed and slept/dreamt/changed my alarm intermittently for the next hour and a half. This is already becoming a problem - I don't know if my body is just exhausted from last Monday (a.k.a. The Day I Was Fired) when I stayed up all night and slept from 7:30-8:30am Tuesday morning, or if my spirit is just dragging me down. Or if my bed is just too comfortable. Anyway I've been having a lot of disturbing dreams lately, involving death, violence, and cheating (on both ends! Such scandal) and I wonder what that all means about my poor overactive subconscious.

Anyway I sent out another cover letter today, followed up on all the letters I sent out last week, and realized that all the posted jobs that I could possibly apply for... I've already applied for. So I went for a nice walk, watched some Oprah, and then had dinner with Kristy during which I got the lowdown on all the new psychotic goings-on at Oasis without me. And let me tell you. If I was glad to be gone before, I'm even gladder now. There has got to be a better place for me. I just hope I find it sooner rather than later.

I also watched Top Chef tonight - it was the reunion show. Man, what a rowdy, bitchy bunch. For the record: I love Stephen Asprinio. I love him in his cheesy pretentious suits, I love him more in his designer jeans. I don't care if he's asexual (or foodsexual... or winesexual...), I find him oddly sexy. I also love Harold. And I think Tiffani is such an insufferable bitch. She is the classic snivelly, cheating overachiever. Won't admit when she's caught REDHANDED, won't own up to her undeniable faults. Also, she did a really poor job blowing out her hair. Come on now. I bet if she'd been nicer to people they would have offered to help.

Stay tuned for the outcome of tomorrow's interview. I'm nervous =X

 

 

 

 

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